pencil sketching:horse

water colour:fish head

emo post

Everyone have a life there,outside.Except me.Yes,i'm jealous.All of u apply visa to the UK,leaving for the Uk soon.i stuck here,doing nothing.i actually feel sad,not getting the best result,not able to further study in the uk.
what should i do?facing tv and laptop for almost 24 hours?where is my future?i doubt i see it.

+ & -

crayon:difference

passion?

recently,i had found out that i'm not good in expressing myself in words neither english nor mandarin.this is a serious problem i guess.i watched Glee and it said express yourself through singing,this is the problem,i'm not good in memorizing lyrics and i'm not good in singing.So i did think of a way,drawing.i might not be the best artist   

or my works may not even get a B,but i enjoy it so much.Before i decided to take A-level,i always wanted to study pure art,due to my lack of confident,i pushed it away from me.i had not been drawing for almost 2 years,and i start it again after A-level.It's pretty fun at first,but now i lost my passion.i had not been touching my water colour tools for weeks,this morning,i did use it to continue my previous work,and i can't find any interesting in it.So what's the problem?but i'm going to finish it in 2 days,a promise to myself.

 

pencil sketching:dog

pencil sketching:memories